So.... I went to the doctor today. As bad as I wanted to be dialated, I had myself convinced that I wasn't, that I still had awhile to go... I was wrong! I'm dialated to 1cm... He said my cervix is still thick, so if I'm effaced, it's just barely... But, her head is down so that's good. The doctor said he'd like for me to go 3 more weeks but that he thinks between 1 and 2 weeks... It's scary. I'm excited though. My mom will be home Sunday afternoon so anytime after that, I'm good.
On other news... please tell me how it makes sense to push your pregnant ex away, but rekindle a friendship w/ your other ex who over the past year, you have said you hated.... And when I ask a certain person about this, the response was... "I'm trying to get all the bad out of my life, and let go of the past." Can anyone explain that to me? I'm all about moving on and blah blah freakin' blah, but after you have repeatedly put her down and tell me how bad you can't stand her for a year, AND when we both know that she's been waiting on this like a freakin Ethiopean child waits for a juicy steak, that just goes over the line...Again. Oh well... Maybe he'll wake up once she gets here...We'll see.
I'll keep yall updated on the baby progress!
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Sometimes you have to put forth an effort to be friends with people from your past (especially ones that ended on a bad note) because that's the only way that you can let go of the bad feelings & not feel guilty about things. Try not to think of it as an insult or a stab at you, he may just be trying to make things right in his life... starting with things of the past, and then hopefully working towards things recently.
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